I feel sick. So sick. I am so stupid. I will NEVER ignore my instincts again. I WILL NEVER gamble on anything again. It's JUST NOT WORTH IT.
And my children are FORBIDDEN from joining any branch of the military or marrying into it. FORBIDDEN.
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Mad... At myself
Brady convinced me to let him sign. He has 6.5 years to be eligible for full retirement benefits from the military. I wanted to say no, but I listened and stupidly believed the troops were coming home. I should have listened to my gut. I am not a gambling person at all. Anyone who has watched Deal or No Deal with me can attest to this. I am so unbelievably mad at myself. WHY DID I LET HIM SIGN???? If he had waited a few more months, this wouldn't have been an issue!!!! How can he sleep right now?
I feel sick. So sick. I am so stupid. I will NEVER ignore my instincts again. I WILL NEVER gamble on anything again. It's JUST NOT WORTH IT.
And my children are FORBIDDEN from joining any branch of the military or marrying into it. FORBIDDEN.
I feel sick. So sick. I am so stupid. I will NEVER ignore my instincts again. I WILL NEVER gamble on anything again. It's JUST NOT WORTH IT.
And my children are FORBIDDEN from joining any branch of the military or marrying into it. FORBIDDEN.
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This has to be so hard! I cannot imagine. I went to sschool on Hawaii for a while and was friends with some guys in the military there so I kinda know how it all works. Praying Brady comes home safely when he's deployed and the time goes as fast as it can without him!
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